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failed miserably

so the results for matlab test last friday are out.
i was expecting an average result sebab saya jawab semua soalan dan semua codes work on matlab.
but apparently, semua codes saya salah. dan... I got the worst result I could have ever imagined..


saya tak tau apa perasaan saya sekarang. nak kata sedih; tak.
tadi ada rasa sedih sekejap. tapi mcm... what for? I've fallen down so many times in my life. masa form
 3, i failed Sejarah once, pastu dekat2 nak PMR saya masuk kelas intensif untuk pelajar2 lemah subjek
kemahiran hidup. masa form 5 pulak, i constantly got a C for add maths. masa nak hujung2 dah nak
SPM baru markah naik. and masa a level. I constantly got a C for math as well. and physics. and chem.
and last year pun masa first ever matlab test kat imperial ni dapat D.


but u forgot what u did to improve urself. u worked hard. kau pegi carik kawan2 and tanya sampai faham.
but do u see yourself working hard now? no. absolutely not. main2 lagi ada. tidur banyak. 9 jam sehari tidur.
padahal boleh je tidur 5-7 jam. membazir masa banyak. asyik procrastinate. kalau terus macam ni, u think
u can survive 2nd year and naik 3rd year?? eju??! wake up!! u can't just cry and do nothing. you've gotta do
 something to change this. you've got Allah, you've got genius friends, u've got a brain that can do much greater than you realise. but the only thing u haven't got before was willpower. u just need willpower. 


u just need willpower.



start working hard now. 
u don't wanna let your parents and family down, do you?


'u always fall, u know how it felt. now get back up and fight again'.
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